Sollux X Reader Realization is sad

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Y/N
The unexpected images blinked on the screen, pictures of you, you couldn't believe what you were seeing, so many pictures of Sollux and you, standing, talking, hugging, you were so confused, what was happening? You don't remember taking any pictures, you looked like you were 11, you tried remembering what happened then but it was all a blur, it was like something was taken from you, all that was there was, nothing, just nothing.

Sollux
Sollux saw the empty look on y/n's face, he was instantly worried,
"Y/n? Are you okay?" Sollux was scared, he kept expecting her to break something or start break down crying, but he forgot something, y/n wasn't him, instead she stood up and left, not a word coming from her mouth, Sollux could tell she was confused, he could also tell that she was in pain, he hurried after her, pushing his glasses up and down nervously, adjusting them until he felt it was a natural feeling, still nervously following and fidgeting his way behind y/n, "Ii thiink you 2hould calm the fuck down, y/n." he was so scared, y/n noticed this and sighed,
"I'm sorry Sollux, really," she sat on the spot, out on the front yard, it'd been raining so Sollux shook his head,
"Come on, y/n, don't be 2iily," he dragged her to the living room and made her sit on the couch, he gave her a blanket and sat next to her, she snuggled up to him which made Sollux blush restlessly,
"I'm really sorry, Sollux," tears were falling down her face, he saw the scar on her chest, the one from her accident.

Y/N
You remember everything, the dates and hugs with Sollux and the accident.
A while ago
"I love you Sollux! You'll be my matesprit someday soon!" he scowled at you, he wanted to be you're matesprit NOW, not soon, you and your parents were packing up for your holiday to Hawaii, you couldn't wait until the sunbathing and video gaming you were going to do, you were soo excited,
"Ju2t be careful, okay y/n?" you poked your tongue out playfully at his restlessness,
"Don't worry SOL!" he just glared and you went up and gave him a peck on the check, "Everythiing wiill be fiine!" you said mocking him, he gave a small smile and adjusted his glasses, 
"Whatever." he helped pack up the rest of the stuff into the boot, your parents gave Sollux a hug and ushered you into the car, you gave him another peck but on the other check and said,
"I love both your cheeks equally!" you gave a sexy smirk and jumped in the car, you waved at Sol from the back of the car, he waved back and shouted his goodbyes.
The car trip was sooo long and you were getting restless, how far was the fairy?
"Mum! MUUUUM! HOW MUCH LONGER?" you say, kicking her chair,
"QUIT THAT Y/N." she said slapping your leg,
"Ouch!" you pout and your Dad gets annoyed,
"Can you stop hurting y/n for 1 SECOND, WIFE?" your dad yelled,
"Shut up you cheating bastard!" he slapped your mum and you squealed in surprised, he lost control on the steering wheel and the car spiralled off the road and then off a small ledge, landing upside down.

You woke up in a hospital, you didn't know who anyone was,
"Hello?" you say, you're voice croaking, it was strange and unknown, it scared you, you didn't want to speak anymore, people were looming above you, unfamiliar faces, a boy was staring at you, his face full of worry and fear, when he saw you open your mouth and blink you're eyes, his tensed body relaxed and was about to get full in your face but the people dressed in white pushed him back, one of the white dressed people took him outside and there were yells and sobbing coming from the mysterious boy with strange blue and red glasses and grey skin and cute horns.

But, who was he? Better yet, who were you?

Sollux
Sollux remembered what the doctor said that day the accident happened,
Doctor: Your name is Sollux right?
Sollux: Ye2. That'2 riight.
Doctor: Does the girl have any immediate family?
Sollux: Uhh, ye2, 2he'2 got a liitlle 2i2ter.
Doctor: How old is she?
Sollux: I thiink 2he'2 2 now.
Doctor: Because of the girls parents dying and her amnesia-
Sollux: Amne2iia? Are you fuckiin kiidiing me riight now?
Doctor: -sigh- No, please keep your voice down, I think it's best if she has no recollection of the accident, therefore it would be best if you did not try and remind her, the sister will be fine, she won't even remember her parents.
Sollux: You mean to tell me that you want her NOT to remember anythiing?
Doctor: Yes.
Sollux: But, does that mean I can't be iin a relatiion2hiip wiith her?
Doctor: I think it would be for the best.

Sollux had cursed and gone home crying.

But now, y/n had remembered everything.

Y/N
"Why didn't you tell me?" you asked, burying your face in his shirt,
"Are you gettiing 2not on my new tee?" he asked, trying to avoid the question, when you wouldn't budge he sighed and told you why,
"I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry." you keep repeating and repeating and you can't stop crying he just pats your head and wonder if this is what it's like when he's upset,
"Iit'2 okay, iit'2 okay, iit'2 okay," he repeats over and over again, after about an hour of doing that you lift your face up and give him a kiss but then stop,
"What about Vriska?" you ask, he gives you a sad look,
"When we fiir2t agreed to be iin a relatiion2hip, Ii told her that iif you at anytiime changed your miind Ii wanted her to know that iit was over," you hugged him,
"She's going to be so pissed at me and you,"
"2he'2 alway2 piissed." she gave a dishearted laugh and kissed him again, "Doe2 thii2 mean we can be mate2prit'2 now?" she nodded and gave him a smirk,
"Let's make this a little more redder."
"Ii'm 2oo flu2hed for you y/n,"
"Ii know," she mocked, still grinning.